If you dare to commit suicide = not afraid of death, then there is nothing on this satanic earth you need to be scare of. Because death is the most scary thing on earth.
First of all, I was like you before = want to commit suicide before (a 30 minutes thought). At that time (around age 19), I was just a teenage. No money. Failure in life. Failure in study (i.e. last 5 positions in my class). Impotence & no girlfriend. No friends. No energy. No purpose in Life.
Now, at age 41, I find it is just a transition in life. You need to live on. You need to go on.
It is because of too much sins that why you want to commit suicide. Many little sins like masturbation & pornography will cause one to be mental illed & have thoughts of suicide. Go for Christianity Salvation Prayers ("accept Jesus Christ into your life & take control of your life. And make me the person you want to be. Please forgive my sins." & Christianity Deliverance Prayers ("in the Name & under the Authority of Jesus Christ. I command the spirits of masturbation and pornography [& all other sins] to leave my body." So these spirits will no longer stay inside the body to tempt you to repeat the same sins.
If you have no money & no food, life is too hard to go on, bankrupt, no job. You must look at your situation from God Point of View. If you are bankrupt with US$500,000, to God you are just a cat bankrupt with $0.50 . To a cat, human money of $0.50 is very big (as a cat is unable to find a human job to earn $0.50). So if you are that cat bankrupt with $0.50, should you commit suicide? Of course not, you will laugh at that cat ignorance. Therefore, think one step further: if you are a human bankrupt with US$500,000, should you commit suicide. Of course not, God will laugh at you for your ignorance. A cat can pay back $0.50, only if he thinks from a human perspective. How to earn human currency? How to get a human job? How not to become bankrupt again while repaying your debt. Therefore, to repay a debt of US$500,000, you need to think from God Perspective. How to earn God Currency (i.e. Virtues or what Jesus Christ calls 'Treasures in Heaven'). How to get a Job. How not to become bankrupt again while repaying your debt.
If you have no purpose in life, you need to hear inspiration words. When a beggar asks Napoleon Hill to help him, Napoleon Hill says "there is only one person who can help you." He asks the beggar to look at his own mirror reflection, & tells the beggar "this is the only person who can help you = it is yourself." Remembering that, the beggar leaves. After a few years, the beggar wears business clothing, goes & thanks Napoleon Hill for the "advice". Inspiration words are everywhere is this world. All you need is to reach to them. Inspiration Books authors like Napoleon Hill (USA), Norman Vincent Peale (USA), Anthony Robbins (USA), Adam Khoo (Singapore), Merry Riana (Singapore), Shiv Khera (India), Dr Dai (Taiwan). Inspiration Scriptures Authors like Jesus Christ (Bible), Prophet Mohammed (Koran), Lao Zi (Tao Te Ching), Buddha (Buddhism), Confucius (Confucianism). You just go to any public library with free internet access & search in Google with the mentioned Authors' Names.
If you suffer depression, most likely your energy output is greater than energy input. You mostly have been over masturbate & have too much ejaculations (both male & female). You need to eat more (increase input) and ejaculate less (decrease output). If you are a male, to ejaculate less, you can read the book ('The Multi-orgasmic Man', book) which teach about using 3 fingers to press a point behind your testis to lessen the amount of ejaculation. For female, you can try "Intermittent Urination" (urine 3 seconds, stop 3 seconds, urine 3 seconds & so on) to prolong your ejaculation control. (*Note: if you practice "Intermittent Urination", you may need to go toilet often especially when you drink a lot of water. To stop going toilets so often, stop "Intermittent Urination". After a long period of normal urination, your frequency of going toilet will go back normal. Experiment with your frequency of "Intermittent Urination" practice.) According to Christianity, it is a sin even to do masturbation & pornography.
Top Gun: "you see that aircraft carrier down there? If you trust me, I will guide you in." (Top Gun, movie). Me: "you see God up there? If you trust me, I will guide you in with this website."
According to Buddhism Religion, you will repeat "die" the way you kill yourself, until your original human lifespan time is up in Hell. The pains for "these Punishments" are totally unbearable. Hell Judge punishes this way because you refuse to suffer your bad fate punishment of your original life when as a human. According to Christianity, you will be in Hell forever. Please reconsider about committing suicide.
Find something meaningful to do everyday like surfing www.cstan98.com daily by checking out the daily updates. You need a meaning in life, either daily or monthly.